Thursday, February 24, 2011

3 Months:( Is really quite embarrassing. Funny how sometimes life just takes off and it's everything we can do to keep up. I think for a few weeks I was not even successful at that, but now since life has started slowing down maybe I am back on track. The other reason I avoided blogging was the big event in life. Turning 30! What do you say to 30. I thought about the unavoidable day my entire 29th year. In fact I thought that I had accepted it's coming quite well and would be prepared to embrace the status change. After all, everyone kept saying that the 30's were the new 20's. Not to mention my 20's were not always the happiest days on earth. I got to experience events in my 20's that most people put off until their 40's, so really I should have had no problem kissing them goodbye. Yet, as the day kept creeping closer, I kept getting a squirmy feeling and really did not want to face the reality that yes, the old creepy song "Time Marches On" was in fact true. Now having been 30 for almost a month, my acceptance is here. I have some great memories from my 20's, some heartbreaks that taught me a lot, and moments I wouldn't give back for all the heartbreak in the world. I am now excited to see how my 30's will unfold. Perhaps less heartbreak, but maybe more. I plan to make more amazing memories and embrace all the changes God has in store for me. I don't want my 30's to be the new 20's, I think I am ready to enjoy them just as they were meant to be, the good old 30's.